i dont know why but im feeling defeated (weight loss)

OK so the weekend before the fourth of July Clayton took me shopping to get some new clothes BC mine were getting too big. Well we went and I was all excited BC I had lost 4-5 in in my waist!!! However my weight is still the same. After washing my new shorts a couple of times I went to put them on yesterday and now they are at least 2 in too big if not more and i have yet to lose any lbs. :(  I should be happy but I'm still feeling discouraged. other than my clothes being looser I can't tell any difference. it's really depressing. I have had friends tell me that I'm probably putting on muscle if so where? Next summer Clayton and I plan on having a real wedding ceremony since when we got married we just went down to the courthouse. I would love to look good in my wedding dress. For our honeymoon (we didn't go on one the last time) we plan on going to Myrtle Beach (his favorite place, Ive never been) and i would like to not worry about how i look. I was doing the 30 DS (day shred) but Ive been slacking off lately. Why is it you can do really good with a workout plan but as soon as you miss a day or two its hard to get back on track? Our eating habits have been good, we have been taking advantage of the hot weather and using the grill more, the other night we had grilled chicken (spicy mango marinade) tonight we had grilled pork chops. Tomorrow we are having turkey burgers and grilled corn on the cob. I love it when Clayton grills I don't have to cook or clean up and who doesn't like grilled food. Hopefully in the next upcoming weeks I will notice  a difference. I just want my pre-mommy body back, before our vow renewal.

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So last week was the last week of my final freshman term!!! Yay!!!! I was wanting to take a break after I had Ryder but my school told me I couldn't so I went ahead and didn't drop out. However I was on probation from failing my fall term from when I was working nights and staying up all day with my kids. Winter term I barely passed I was over 9 months pregnant and was in and out of the hosp a lot at the end. The beginning of this term i missed some classes when I had my son (I was so devoted to school that while i was in labor I was participating in class,see pic, the 2nd pic was me updating my professors that i had my son) So I checked my grades in class I got a C and my other two there were F's. I am devastated... I checked the notes on every assignment I didn't get full credit on and in my psychology class the documents i had to copy off the website didnt download right so I ended up turning in incomplete assignments...WTF!!!!! In my other class criminal evidence I had 4 0's!!! I know this has to be a mistake bc i know I turned in the papers. They are still saved on my laptop I had stayed up all night for 3 days working on these assignments so I could turn them in on time... So i have emailed my professors and even left messages on their voicemail. They have to submit their grades by 11 pm my time tonight so i seriously hope we can get this fixed b4 the grades are in the system... If i fail I lose my Pell for next term and there is a chance I could be suspended if not expelled...so i am really freaking out. I have tried really hard to pass and to get my degree. On a brighter note so far this month I have won over $35 in Amazon gift cards with SWAGBUCKS (you can sign up too by clicking on the banner above this post). I bought Ry a teething ring and a super absorbent bib, clayton a lunchbox for work, and johnny & xavie a swimming pool. And I should be receiving another $5 gift card any day now. I love FREE THINGS!!!!!